Naa koy na amiga nga perte jud ka manyak

Naa koy na amiga nga perte jud ka manyak..

Itsuraan gwapa sya baynte anyos ug ga puyo diri sa davao..nakaila nako ni siya tungod sa among pag outing sa akong barkada sa usa ka convenience store…dili sab matawag bar kay mga tarong man ang usahay ga tambay dinhi ug way mga budots..paghuman namo ug inom ug redhorse sa akong mga amigo akong giduol ni sya sa lamesa ug gipangayo nako iyang number, maayo sya, ninghatag pud sya sa iya number..adtong pag kagabii ako syang gitx ug nag ilhanay mi…gasulti sya nako nga aduna na daw syay anak kay dese otso anyos palang sya na buntis na sya..pero ako gi ingnan ok lang sako na total di man tika uyabon..ako dayon giprangkahan aron di mag-asa, kay aduna sad baya koy lalabs…ning labay ang duha ka adlaw ga kita mig usab, ako syang gisundo didto sa ilang kanto.gipasakay nako sa kotse ug ga stroll-stroll mi,ako sya gidala didto sa GAP farm, ako gituyo didto mi aron wa kayo tao..ga drive thru na mi daan sa mcdo aron didto na mi maniudto..Perteng timinga jud mingaw pa sa menteryo ang lugar murag unom ra mi katao didto..syempre ning plastar dayon ko ngita kog lamesa nga layo sa katawhan..ug didto mi nangaon…paghuman na mo ug kaon ga storya-storya mi sa iyang kinabuhi,.paghuman niya ako na sad ga storya…pero kasagaran istorya nako ginapakapinan nakog iyot..haha mao nakuha nako iya salig nga dili ko nga ga pa pretend nga pa but-an but-an..siguro sa iyang pagpaminaw sa ako na uwagan siya..didto ning atraka dayon ko ako sya gi kissan ,permero sa aping, dayon wa man mo palag ako dayon gilamotak tag 10 seconds ra gud ang labi’ kay basin nay makakita unya badlongon ta..murag ga chess ba touch move2 lang ako tirada…wa na didto pa lang kabalo nako mahutdan kog kusog ani!! namalhin mig pwesto didto sa kakahoyan kay aron safety jud way tao!!!!pag abot namo didto perte singota nako kay ga pa bilib2 man ko gi kugos2 man nako…haha
paghuman nanglikod mi sa sagbotan, ako na sad gilamotakiss..uhmmm dugay jud mi galamotakay tira pasagad na ni ako, bahalag nay makakita ug mo video basta di nako pa pugong init na kayo ako oten!! ako gisulod ako kamot sa iya pantalon ug gi direct to the point pag kulkog sa iya bilat samtang ga lamotakay mi!!!!siya pud gina tapsing tapsingan nya ako oten perte ka uwag na jud!!iyot sa udtong tutok ni ba!!hehe mga alas dos jud ni nahitabo sa pampublikong lugar pa jud!!..pag human namo lamotakay ako gi supsop iyang himsog nga totoy mga 36 gidak-on ani kay ning agi nama’g panganak..puta lumos2 ko!!pero wa japon nako gipahubo iya sanina,puta na jud sa akong ka uwag ako gi gawas akong oten ug gi pa lo-lo nako sya, nahulog nga murag gipabreastfuck nako sya!! pag human nyag lo-lo ako jud sya gi breast fuck!!perte kadako sa iya totoy, dah! ako jud gi ipit akong oten sa iya totoy,,paghuman ako gi sulod sa iya baba’!!didto ako gi iyot iyang baba’ impromptu!!.paghuman na sad adto ako cya gi ingnan nga chupaa ko beh!!!wa jud nag duha2 1st time ga meet ug uban namo, gi chupa dayon ko niya!!!puta,lami-a jud uy hawd kayo mo chupa pero iya ingon ganahan daw sya mo chupa nako kay dako daw..iya gi tilaan ako itlog dala supsop..mga singko minutos nagawsan ko…ahhhh akong gipatolon niya ang tos ug iya sab kaning gi tolon syento porsyento limpyo jud mo tolon way usik!!naluya ko pag human pero sa kalami sa among sitwasyon wa ko ga pa huway, ako dayon gi dali-dali ug hubo iya pantalon, dayon kulkog na sad dayon ako gitilaan iyang tinggol!!didto gi uwag na jud sya!!!

sulti pa niya cge kana supsopa jud,leche kaaaa!!sabay komot sa ako buhok..
ako giganahan sa pang hitabo ako jud sya gi palami-an!!honghong lang siya mo react kay siguro hadlok masakpan mi…mga taud2 pud ko ga tila-tila sa iya bilat hangtud ning gawas ang puti nga likido..wa na nagawsan na ang babaye!!ninghunong syag untol-untol sa iyang lawas pati sad pag komot sako buhok..pero taas pa kayo ang oras, sabay lingi sa palibot..ako namatikdan mingaw man jud way tawo!!

ku-ot ko sa ako pantalon dayon kuha sa condom dali-dali nako gi sul-ob.!.mag condom man gud ko basta di nako kaila kayo..para safety bah!!aron di ta ma GEORGE ESTREGAN!
didto wa syay reaction cguro sa kaluya nya sa kalami!!!ako dayon gisuold sa iya bangag ug ga iyot na mi…init kayo among pamati, ako ga pamuta ug pangyawa na sa kalami!!ahhhhh shiit puta ka! lami-a nimo uy!!! sya ning tubag pud, hoy! hinaya imo tingog masakpan tang manong ana!!tubag pud ko tawaga si manong kay ako siya apilon ug lobot!!!hahaha perte katawa nya nga ga iyot mi…hinay lang sya mosyagit ug ga ingon nga lami-a sad nimo uy ahhh kalami jud mag usab pa ta ha??kanang sa kama ta kay mangatol man sad ta diri…ohhh ahhh shit dako-a jud nimog oten uy,! didto giganahan ko sa akong nadungog ako syang gipaspasan ug kudkud!!!!ahhh yawa ka shit iyot jud ta pirmi, ako ga ingon!!!!ning gilok na akong ulok ug iyang dagway nagkanunay nag guba-guba!mao na nay epekto sa kalami…ako sya gi patindog ug gi pa bikang-kang sa puno-an nga santol nga naa sa among kilid..didto nag iniro mi..tuslok2 nako iyang bilat palikod sabay gunit sa iyang gabitay nga totoy!, masking si tarzan pwede mo sabit!!!ohhh ahh shit iyota jud ko cge pa…..iya gi sulti..unya gisundan ug kusog nga FUCK meee…. nanlimbawot akong balhibo kay sa kakusog nya pag litok sa FUCK ME, ang mga tinood nga iro nga ga tuyok2 sa parke nga gapaduol namo na ka dungog!!bolilyaso!!!!gipamaghot mi sa duha ka iro!!yawa ra…hadlok ko basin nay tawo manuol…pero ako japon sya gi iniro..pila ray pag punit ug bato dayon labay sa iro…dah!!dagan lagi…padayon japon mi..kay naluya ako oten tungod sa mga iro na ga disturbo namo…ako na lang gitilaan usab iyang bilat nga bahong tos niya ug flavor strawberry!!tungod sa frenzy!!! didto ga ingon na xa hapdos na daw kayo iya bilat mao tong ako na lang gi undangan ug tila dayon ako gi ingnan nga last na jud beh manghigda ta magpagawas lang ko usab…ahhhh iyot na sad mi..puta nagawsan na sad ko, ako gi tanggal ang condom dayon gi pa nga-nga nako sya..unya didto nako gi pa boto sa iyang baba’..kalamiiiiiiiiii mura kog kanding ga ingon!!horot akong tamod way na usik busog sya…..human sa akong pagka gentleman ako dayon sya gi tonolan ug coke para mawala ang lasa sa tos ug iya kini gi inom…ahhhhhh sarap mag buhay coke!!

ning dagan ang oras wa nako namatikdan dugay2 pud sad day mi didto!, mo ingon ko cguro nga hapit oras among iniyotay..in total kaduha ko gawasi ug sya ka upat daw!!perte jud ka manyak aning bayhana uy….

The Unwanted Sexual Behavior

"Masturbation" The Unwanted Sexual Behavior


This is the story of mine, it begin at my early age, as young as 12 years old I discovered masturbation due to curiosity but later on it became my daily habit I cannot live without it. I have never imagined that masturbation would be considered an addiction. Ever since then I had been doing it when I feel bored, stress, depress or even make time to masturbate. I can’t even get my work done because I would be too busy masturbating the whole day and keep on say I will do it later. I’m laughing at my myself because I never recognize masturbate has taken over my life.
In the beginning it is just something that feels so good and I just want to experience the ecstasy of it. After a while it becomes the addiction where my body constantly asks for it. Then I realized that it destroy me. It makes me feel tired, irritable and far from God. It affects my relationships to Him and to my family and most importantly it destroys me. There is something I read in one article about “The strongest man is the one who controls the mind.” This is all about controlling the mind. It is something must constantly fight especially in the start. I never imagined that so many people could be suffering from this addiction but right now I really want to quit this malicious habit. Like I said and like other people already said, it also disturbs life. I have been deep into this addiction for almost 21years already and reached the point where it controls my life and honestly can not take it anymore but I am positive that I will make it.
To think, I honestly thought that it was just me with this problem. My life is on a downward spiral because of my lack of control. I am now 33 married with 3 kids, Porn and masturbation has literally ruined my life, I still feel inside that I’m a strong man.
In my mind there a lot of question, why on earth that I hooked on this addiction?
Recently I found the answer, in many years of wondering why this is happening to my life. I found that this addiction is a chemical addiction, it Through searching in the web I found many program that help people who are sexually addicted one of this is “Candeo Can” they help me understand why I cannot stop this addiction. This following text is what I read in one of candeo’s explanation about my addiction,

Pornography Addiction is a “Chemical Addiction.”
In order to begin moving forward with your own recovery, it’s important to understand
The nature of your addiction and “How you got here.” Learning that there is a logical,
Reasonable, scientific explanation behind your struggles will change the way you view
Yourself and be a huge advantage in moving forward.
To understand how and why pornography has such a radically negative impact on the
Brain, you must first understand the true nature of sexual intimacy as divinely intended to
Be—the true purposes for which this sacred power and wondrous gift was placed within
Each of us. We all have a “sex drive.” This is exactly as God intended it to be. You are
Going to have sexual thoughts, urges and desires. In fact, this is nothing more or less than
“The power to co-create life” being manifest in you—the life of another human being,
And/or the life of a marriage relationship. This in no way makes you a bad, perverted or
Flawed person! It’s what you do with these urges—how you direct this power, this
Energy that makes all the difference.
Pornography is powerful because it takes advantage of and taps into intense emotional,
Biological and chemical connections throughout the brain and the entire body. We are
Born with many of these connections “pre-wired” or “pre-set” to switch on at certain
Times in our development. Pornography seeks to twist the truth and “mimic” or
“Counterfeit” this built-in attraction. Its goal is to ignite, excite and exploit these natural
Built-in urges and desires.
During sexual process, the brain begins narrowing its focus as it releases a tidal wave of
Endorphins and other petrochemicals like dopamine, norepinephrine, oxytocin and
Serotonin. These “natural drugs” produce a tremendous rush or high. When these
Chemicals are released during healthy marital intimacy we refer to them as “the fabulous
Four” because of the myriad positive benefits they generate between husband and wife.
When they are released during pornography use and other sexual addiction behaviors, we
Call them “the fearsome four” due to the severe addiction and many negative
Consequences they produce.
Pornography Addiction is a “Drug Addiction”
Now you know why we refer to pornography use as substance abuse. In fact, the
neurochemical release triggered by pornography viewing is so intense, many scientists
Refer to it as the most powerful drug in history.
Many would agree that we live in the most stressful time in the history of the world—
there are more than enough pressures to push us to seek escape through self-medication.
This can take many forms—alcoholics, workaholics, foodaholics, and TV addicts, just to
name a few. There are also many healthy outlets such as exercise, meditation, service,
spiritual pursuits, hobbies and entertainment. Yet, even healthy outlets can become
problematic when taken to the extreme.
Imagine taking the most powerful drug in history and making it instantly available at the
push of a button, at little or no cost. Your drug use is totally secret, and the drug-pushers
come to you! What do you suppose would happen to addiction rates? That’s exactly what
the Internet has done with pornography. It’s what we call the “4 A’s of the Internet”—
Accessible, Affordable, Anonymous and Aggressive. Now can you understand why some
60 million people in the U.S. alone are caught up in this “drug use” at some level? Can
you understand how you got pulled in?
Take Courage—You Have Everything You Need to Be Completely Free!
Often, after people learn about the science behind pornography addiction, and recognize
the Internet as a “drug delivery system,” many feel completely overwhelmed by the
power of it all. They say, “Why don’t we just throw ourselves in front of a speeding
train—it’s hopeless!” If you’re feeling this way, take courage! Yes, this addiction is
powerful. If it were not, you would have conquered it long ago. However, the solution
you’ve been searching and hoping for is here and it’s amazingly simple.
Everything you need to be completely and permanently free of pornography and sexual
addiction is already built-in to the very structure of your brain! It’s what we call your
“divine gift for change.” It was placed there by your Creator. You’re already brilliant in
its use—the power and depth of your addiction proves this. All you need to do is
understand how this gift works, and then follow some simple steps to manage and direct
it. As we say, “The same process that got you into your addiction will get you out!” In the
past, this power within you has been a weakness. Now we will help you transform it into
your greatest strength.

There are also some forums that help me to my journey of recovery. The reason I write tthis blog is to think that it can help me and help other people who also suffered from this addiction. This blog is to encourage people that there is a cure. to all, you are free to ad comment here and share your own addiction.